It is freaking cold.
I have been on the verge of getting incredibly sick for about a week now, pretty much ever since Thanksgiving dinner. My body goes in and out of having chills and aching joints, and I'm tired no matter how long I sleep. Taking preventative measures, I have been downing pills, eating fruit and vegetables at every meal, sleeping in excess, and chugging water. But this damn cold weather is not helping. Today it was freezing, and I think I need to buy another heater for my room because one isn't cutting it anymore (I would use the kerosene powered one the previous Fulbrighter left for me, but last time I tried turning it on, it made exploding sounds and made my apartment smell like a gas station). Tonight in my apartment, I was literally sitting in front of the heater with a hooded sweatshirt, sweats, scarf, hat, and gloves on. I might as well have been huddled around a trashcan fire in a New York city alley. Oh, and according to forecasts, tomorrow is supposed to be Sendai's first snowfall of the winter. Did I mention that it's cold?
Last night, I watched some Seinfeld episodes I have downloaded on my computer and a few episodes of Larry David's Curb Your Enthusiasm (I have the season 1 DVD - which I last watched with Emiko during the summer. Hi Emi.). While Curb Your Enthusiasm is incredibly well-acted and funny and Seinfeld-esque and all that, I have never enjoyed it nearly as much as Seinfeld despite the fact that it's HBO-ness allows it to say all the things they couldn't say on Seinfeld (though that admittedly often adds to Seinfeld's charm and humor). My usual response to Curb Your Enthusiasm is closer to extreme agitation than knee-sleeping laughter (if you haven't seen the show, it basically puts asshole Larry David in situations where other people treat him like an asshole and say and do unthinkable things). Which is strange, considering it's all basically the exact same situations as were used on Seinfeld. How it all puzzled me so. But then while ignoring today's boring Macro lecture on the IS-LM structure, I realized why: it's all about execution. Larry David's shows generally hit on the things I find ridiculous and annoying about people. But on Seinfeld, those things played out in an unrealistic sitcom environment with a studio audience. Curb Your Enthusiasm has no audience and is shot on location with handheld cameras - giving it that "documentary feel". That difference makes all the difference - when the situations play out on Seinfeld, I can laugh at the ridiculousness of the people and the actions because they are not real. When they play out on Curb Your Enthusiasm, they seem just real enough that I get pissed off for how people act around Larry rather than laugh about it. It basically produces this subtle but striking difference: "Haha! Those
That was boring and unnecessary to write about. Sorry.
Moving on, I made a couple promises to Dana the Robot today about my blog, so to kill two birds with one stone:
I wake alone. Eyelids are heavy. Filled with the regret of
heavy dreams that have plagued me lo these many days.
Who am I? Where am I? Where am I going?
I don't, can't, won't know all answers, but I know the last:
I am going to the cafeteria.
I sip tea and lean back like I'm riding in a tricked-out M3. Gangsta.
Whoa! is me! I miss those Hill lunches with you, friend.
Oh, to share a meal with you again after absorbing the history
of Japan like sponges.
Longing, yearning, sadness within happiness,
Melancholy mind, empty stomach, empty heart, I am a waste
In line for a hamburger - yes, without cheese.
one man, one robot
two assholes in a pod. Insult, sarcasm, friendship.
But I remain steadfast, looking on to another day, not weak.
How wonderful to have an android who never wants
To say goodbye.
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There are very few people who will understand what the hell just happened right there, but I hope you appreciate it, Dana. Leave a message if you appreciate it.
